You may not be completely satisfied with your current living situation, your job, your love life, or your career, among other aspects of life. But, have faith and believe that things will be okay. Eventually, you will make it exactly to where you want and need to be. You will have a full, fulfilling life that is perfect for you. It doesn’t matter if other people think you’re successful and accomplished or not. As long as you’re happy and satisfied with the life you lead, that’s what is most important.
Learn a new language, acquire a new skill, make a fun craft, etc. But, it's okay if you don't feel up to doing any of that. It's fine to just want to rest and relax. You don't have to focus solely on being productive or creative. This is your time, and you should use it however you want to.
Most of all, I want to hear That in the end, Pursuing love is worth it